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[Sep. 12th, 2006|01:38 pm] |
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so since the last post .... things are still going good at Grand Valley.... i've discovered that my Government class is gunna kill me... it's NOTHING like last year's government.... sad thing that my high school government taught memore than my college course...
.... right now i'd do just about ANYTHING to retake government with Mrs. Masen!!!
i miss Brandy still...can't lie to ya...i wish i could kidnap her and make her stay here lol <3
we won our first football game.... we're just sweet like that pretty much! GV...SU... are you Blue...Hells Yes...
well me and tommy are officially together... i guess all the worries since last time got thrown away with one conversation in one night... he's good like that i guess
.... thanks for all the comments of support... kinda wish i knew who left em though :-/
good golly.... Chris, Lauren, & Stacey come to Grand Valley in 3 flippin days.... i'm so excited.... like to the maximum level of excitement that one could be at lol !!!!!!! =)
randoms : well i miss some friends... miss the family..... want vanessa here i love my baba ga nush
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| Are You Blue ?!? |
[Sep. 4th, 2006|03:07 am] |
* So my first week of college has come and gone....it's been quite overwhelming & ...extremely fun lol *
My first night i went out with Nick & Steve.... & it was a great welcoming to Grand Valley to say the least ! <3 those boys
I spend lots of time with Pat and Tommy..... Pat popped my peach lol and i love him to death and Tommy is the best as usual
i love the Foley people at GV.... pretty much enough said there lol * happy for melissa :) *
My roommates are sweet..... i had a great first weekend/week with those girls & Amber ! <3
i Love the Robinson Folk... Todd is my model & he's tight as hell.... actually all the guys are.....yup pretty much
My classes .. so far so good... most of my professors are super cool.... my music teacher is HILARIOUS !!!! makes that 3 hours go by sorta fast lol
Brandy came and visited for like 3 days..... that was definitely a good time... i love her so much.... she's such a cool girl.... i hope i see a lot more of her.... she's a hott sexy bia !
well i've rediscovered some lost feelings..... kinda weird actually.... everyone's assumptions were wrong earlier in the summer... because i honestly did not know exactly what i wanted... but this last month was different ...things changed a lot... and it's been pretty amazing i must say!!! a lil nervous about the whole thing.... but " Everytime i try to go, somethin' keeps tellin' me that... Everything's gon be alright " =)
AND ...... CHRIS AND LAUREN ARE COMING TO GRAND VALLEY SOON !!!!!!!!!!! A week & a Half !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED.... probably the happiest girl right now... i miss them so Gosh Darn Much!!!! =)
alright well i'm home until tuesday.... then back to GV with Nick, Steve, Pryan, Danielle, & Danny .... should be a fun car ride
2morrow hang out with Cris & Lo :)
leave em if you'd like Good Night =)
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| .... back to school ?!?.... ALREADY !! |
[Aug. 17th, 2006|11:44 pm] |
i don't write in this thought pad very much.. and i probably won't too much... with school and work... but we'll see... for now though... i'm just in the mood ya know?!?
So... the week that i spent at GVSU was Perfectly Amazing.... me , tom, and the other volunteers actually got into wheelchairs & participated with the kids at the camp.... and honestly after one day of wheeling my arms were dead tired.... i give those kids SO MUCH credit! they're wonderful people! i actually got teary eyed when we had to leave.. because we all grew a week long bond.... and they felt so special being able to play with us! ...... .... plus spending the week with Tommy was lots of fun.... and Erin, Mike, and his roomates are quite fun.... so that was a great experience all around!
hmmm... so it's almost moving day.. i leave early thursday morning.... well Me and Tom had a realy good talk about leaving last night.... we realized that it's gunna be a lot harder than we expected.... we have to leave our comfort zones..... we can no longer depend on our parents to do our laundry, or make dinner.... and such things that we never really thought about..... but we're got each other...& the rest of the foley gang... we're gunna make it through.... it's gunna be a blast...
...... and the worst part... is leaving the family and missing the fun times.... the good thing is that we can always call..... the hardest thing for me... is my lil sister Vanessa.... she can't just pick up the phone and talk to me..... i am really dreading that & this last week i'ved cried every night just thinking about leaving her.... i'm gunna miss my lil baby girl so much
and of course..... then there's Chris & Lauren.... my Cris & Lo.....i've become sooooo close with those two kids.... i have always stayed close with Chris but never like this.... going from seeing each other everyday to once ever couple of weeks.... is gunna suck! ...and Lo... we lost so much time in the past and we're finally good now .... and i am leaving.... she makes me laugh my chuckles off & i love it...and i know she's there to talk.. Chris & Lauren.... thanks so much for being there to talk or listen.. and most definitely LAUGH.... you guys are the sweetest friends and i appreciate it so much! i love you silly guppys so much & i shall miss you dearly!
i already miss Julie and Lass a ton! we hope to visit them at Purdue.... no no.. we will!!! The last convo me and Ryan had was amazing! i love my hotstuff so much and it's so unreal how much we went through and standing there and remembering it together made me so happy & sad... and then with an "i'll miss you, i love you" and a kiss.... he was gone!
i'm gunna miss others a lot too.... some of them don't even know it... but i will.... it's really a damn shame that things ended the way they did with some people..... things used to be so simple & perfect.... but boy oh boy do thigsn change! well... i miss you guys .... best of luck to you! <3
welll... that's it for now.... i'm off to watching some t.v and then going to bed dentist appt. in the morning
p.s .... the girl who won America's Got Talent is very good at singing.... but i am a lil disappointed at the results... wish it was someone else... but oh well she's good |
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| Alo Cris?... |
[Jul. 25th, 2006|08:23 pm] |
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So me and my parents went up to Port Austin on Sunday to spend the day at the Hoff's cabin with them and Chris !!! My parents left Sunday night and i ended up staying there for three days! lol
I had a BLAST with my Chris & Tommy!!!! ... we Shopped & Ate & went Swimming & Ate & watched SEVEN lol & got Ice Cream & walked the town / beach & Ate lol .... and never stopped laughing !!!!
The Reesers came to visit & we all hung out!
The Hoff's are the greatest ....Momma Hoff is funny as hell & we jammed to Travis Tritt while cookin rice in the microwave lmao! & after a very fun night she nicely said.... "What stays in Caseville.. Stays in Port Austin" What happens in Caseville... Stays in Port Austin !!!!! lmao!!!!
And then Chris, Tom, & i... ended each night on the beach, chattin & Such ;) i <3 Mexico for 1 refreshing reason... and Brandy IS a fine girl lmao!!
this week is kinda stuffed.... 2morrow & Friday i work... Thursday i have orientation at GVSU & maybe out that night... & Saturday... two grad. parties & Tommy comes home
GVSU in 5 days =)
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| i'm bringin sexy back....yup |
[Jul. 22nd, 2006|10:37 pm] |
... ohhhh shiiiiiitttt.....
So i FINALLY got my housing info from GVSU!!! i'm double room with three other girls! so we'll see how that goes.... unfortunately i'm in Kisler (Buh) and it's community bathrooms (Buuhh) but whatevs. ... got the friends still =)
My grad. party was SPECTACULAR!!! i had so much fun! i'm glad lots of peoples came ... it was very nice ... thanks to all !... i hope everyone had a good time as well ! thanks to chris & tom for all the help setting up!!! =)
New people at work.... Kyle is cool ....haven't met the other 3 people!!! kinda cool yeah!?!
Ummm... i go to Caseville 2morrow with my momma and fasha ... and lil Vanessa!!! goin shopping with my fam. for a lil bit and then spending the day with Chris & Tom =)
GVSU next Sunday !!!!!!! 8 days =) =) =)
wish upon Badoody =) lmao
....as the spanish would say COMMENT-O !!! =)
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| Same Old Shit..... Different Day..... |
[Jul. 13th, 2006|06:17 pm] |
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SoOoOoOo.... Me and Jeff did go and see Pirates 2.... we agreed that it wasn't as good as the first one for a few reasons lol .... but we definitely had a good time... some good laughs and talkin there!
So my grad. party is this Saturday the 15th of July lol ... ALL are welcomed... so do come
bad news about the party satruday... is that Stacey goes to Caseville SUNDAY :( ... not fun! for two weeks... and to make it worse... when she gets back i leave for Grand Valley for a week... 3 weeks without that girl... :( gunna SUCK
... Positive thing is that a week at GV will be lots of fun... i'm stayin with Erin Hoff... and she's sweet... so that'll be cool.... and Tommy is going... so i mean i guess that'll be OK ... lol... j/k it'll be lots of fun !....excitement for that
CHRIS and LAUR .... =( i will miss both of thee DEARLY =(
Goin out with Colbs tonight.... so i'm out... have a good one kids ....
Stac.... i will miss you much... have fun... but you better miss me back... at least a lil lol.... love you best friend of mine
leaveeeeee onnnneeeeee
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| Flamers.... |
[Jul. 3rd, 2006|08:24 pm] |
Pirates 2 comes out Friday... me and Jeff are goin to see it.... sitting two seats apart yeah?!? lol
smile to Kara for being so strong today !!! :)
Steve Yzerman retired Ben Wallace... is going to play for Chicago Sad day in Detroit
Well Grand effing Valley.... is so lameeee!!! i just want my effing dorm assignment.... .... yeah i write about that place in every post... it's getting old.... but i'd be done if they'd just effing SEND IT !!!
annnyyyways... i decided to stay home tonight so my parents would get off my back about me going out every night (which is true... but still lol) .... and it was a sucky decision.... i'm bored as FizUCK
Foreworks at Tom's yesterday... but pretty much played with Colin... he's just my favorite lil kiddy ! so cute
Fourth of July 2morrow... Work WITH JAIME...funniest guy everrr, then to my Aunt's for dinner, then NATALIA'S for fireworks and such.... might have to drive 'cause i have something for Dan ... and i might bring it to him !!!....
...... speaking of the famous D.wick.... i wish i could've played soccer with him tonight !!! bummer man
Hopefully Cedar Point with a bunch of people on Thursday.... yeah that'd be nice.... and Nick shall be my riding partner.... us siblings that don't like rides must stick together
Stac family and friended me... she got both lol ... so thank-you to her
and last but not least ... he that has stolen my heart =) .... i honestly think i'd give all the money i have saved since i was born.... to spend a day with and take a picture as a momento.... with ... Cristiano Ronaldo....i think i'm in love with his gorgeous face and Soccer skills... yeah
even though Italy should win the WC championship !
Chris, Laur, & Tom came over for a bit.... we went and got Ice Cream .... anything involving food is always good lol good time.....
ok well i'm done with this.... k bye
feel free to comment
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| The Triangle is back in action... |
[Jun. 29th, 2006|03:16 pm] |
So another day goes by and grand valley and has YET to inform me about where i shall reside at grand valley.... or right now HORRIBLE VALLEY !!!
ok i haven't worked since saturday... and i have to work tonight... 6-10:30.... i think it's gunna suck cause i've had such a long break from it.... no Jaime no Nick.... oh NO !!!
yeah yeah i've been hangin out with CHRIS a lot ... well pretty much everyday... yup we're THAT gay... but at least we don't hoe each other out or talk shit ya?!?
Tom's at Mike's cottage for the weekend... so Me and Chris are incomplete... Dios Mio
Been talking to Dave a lot lately.... that's been cool... <3 the kid... he makes me laugh one moonsadow for me !!!
Love my Stacey ... thanks for the offer to rescue me!!! lol i got you too... we're sunny girls !
upcoming events:
July 4th - Natalia's for fireworks July 6th - Me and Chris beat the shit outta some shit July 15th- my grad partay
Well Chris is over... we're home alone.... and him and I are gettin our drink on....we need it... it's been a rough week....
.... after maybe we'll smoke a bowl, eat some asian soy salad from Mickey D's...and round those bases... HomeRun baby!!!
feel free to comment.... we're kinda busy... might not respond right away
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| let yur hair down.... square dance .... |
[Jun. 26th, 2006|01:30 am] |
i'm not even mad... i'm impressed :)
this is going to seem random but i <3 kara and good things need to happen to her.... she most definitely can not die i honestly hope that she feels better really soon... 'cause more people care about her than she may think!
grrr on Grand Valley... 'cause i didn't get my housing info. yet .... and EVERYONE ELSE DID !!!!
yeah but i went to Alex's grad. pary today... =) saw some St.Anne guys! love em and miss the good old days.... and i miss playing indoor with Jay and Joey
yeah i found out that Mark Raphael and Chris Young are going to GVSU !!!! This made me very happy... can't wait... they say the party's in their dorm so i'm there =)
umm Nick's grad. party was a good time.... i'm SWEET at volleyball .... Lass, Kator and Tom will definitely agree lol....
.... went to Sarah's with Stacey...ND guys and other lovely people were there... we were gunna stay the night.... but long story ........we ended up back at Nick's for the night !!!
... loved the hang out & chat around the campfire! .... pretty much i <3 ryan lass... meet you behind the tree.. it's goin down !!!!
toot God dammit would you SHUT UP one parrot bay keys on the tent for our country moving couches
i love you stacey... any time... we needed some bonding time.... xoxo
Chris encanta y soy
hey Tom did you hear that people are soooo cool sometimes ?!?... i heard it... especially when they know EXACTLY what they're talking about lay off his LJ please... you're so wrong
you know you wanna comment... do it
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| Cool Beans |
[Jun. 18th, 2006|11:35 pm] |
listening to All My Life... 'cause it reminds me of Dion and it always makes me feel happy and calm! <3 him
Well working at Aero is going good..... the only bad part is that i work almost everyday ... and well it sucks but i'm making good money so yeah....
Jamie is officially only working twice a week now :( kinda sucks 'cause well he's very fun! gunna miss him! But i still have the others :) ...
... i worked at Oakland mall Aero today... ...didn't like it all that much.... but i saw JEFF HEALEY and KEVIN !!!!!!!! :) yay for that !
AND THEN ... i saw CHARLIE... and Anna and Leah TOO !!!!
Jeff's grad. party was very cute and :) for Joe's lmao!!!... ...can't wait till Alex's !
.... Chris and Lauren- chopsticks, soy, and fortune cookies... enough said! hahaha
Stupid things yet again... but it's our last high school summer and we're stayin strong! if you need someone... speed dial 4 i believe! lol lyl
well it's Papa's Day today... thought of Bryan Kloss ... :-/ wish things we're normal !
... wish things were normal with everyone...but tupac (haha) once said I'd love to go back to when we played as kids But Things change and That's just the way it is Things will never be the same That's just the way it is
l'm not about to give up these friends.... the ones who have stuck by my side ... when everyone else bailed.... just because stupid rumors are spreading!
So rachAEL i love you and we got <3 you're wonderful and you're my girl!
i mean i guess you can comment
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| these boots were made for walking..... |
[Jun. 15th, 2006|03:54 pm] |
alright tighty....
So... i feel very bad for melissa 'cause she has toncilitis... and since i am just recovering from viral toncilitis.... i understand how she feels.... and boy oh boy does it SUCK ! lmao ! i'm sorry lil one... feel better and i love you
hmm... Melissa, Tom, Pryan, and Nick have all gone to GVSU freshmen orientation and i haven't :( upset lol ... but positive note... Dorn assignments ar coming soon!!!!! :) ... happy... and nervous that i'll get a bad roommate ! :-/
yeah the friends are doin good .... Jeff you're pretty sweet
i've been hanging out with Chris, Tom, and Lauren a lot lately.... it's been a pretty funny few weeks!
Big Momma's house 3 is loaded with all kinds of things... but it's kinda "shitty" lmgbo
.. i've seen Chris and Tom EVERY DAY for like the past 3 weeks lol ...and today Chris is at UDM's orientation...i probably won't see him... and i'm really depressed lol... hope he comes home safe... Don too!
i've had tom's ipod for like a week or so ... i've become attatched and i think i want one very much so... lol
Colbs randomly came over last night... it's definitely been a while...some good laughs there...
...alright... i'm out ...gotta new book to read ... ME reading... yea Rachel Reed is a bad influence on me lol
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|02:54 pm] |
So it's been nothing but grad. parties this weekend... lol lovely times!
Pryan, Lass, Melissa, Mandy, and Kloss had some good ones! Love seeing people like that !!! Yesterday was a very fun day spent with Lauren, Natalia, Tom and of course...my limo driver Chris!!! lmao.... what a day of laughs at the parties and my house and such! Loved it!
Stacey, my dear, i love you.... i'm sorry about softball.... but you're amazing and had a great season! i loved watching you! Congrats on a good one babe! love you best friend of mine!
Today was my first day of work at Aero.... got to work with Sabrina, Keisha, and Jaime.... even though Jams screwed up my register lol!
I'm about to travel around with Chris Tom and Pryan to grad. parties! should be fun!
A little dedication to an amazing year of Foley Girls Soccer * B.Kloss showed me this once....
The Soccer Field... .... is a place you go to Get Away from troubles in school, the house, guys, whatever...
When you're playin' all of your troubles are gone, You're invincible! It's where you Live ...your house is just a place you go between games
It's Life
yeah def. gunna miss Foley Soccer and the '06 season! <3 seniors
just a few reasons why our team is amazing and won disrticts and made it to Regional Finals
If you need a perfect cross Nikki will do it Bush can man mark anyone Rach has so much heart and will play through anything Alex can dice anyone, anytime Ang is a beast and will take you out if need be Stets is unstoppable... yeah pretty much Linds can't be beat on a 50/50 Nothing gets past Allison if by chance it does... Haley owns that shit Kristie can run anyone down Ellen can dribble through a whole team Amber always comes up with the ball V is a speed demon and will ruin any player Julie is always in the right place at the right time Sammy never gets beat Kator looks anerexic... but can take out HUGE players Annie crutches better than anyone i know
we're pretty much just sweet.... great season ladies!
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| well well well... we meet again |
[May. 30th, 2006|02:39 pm] |
Spring.... it rings Soccer
Well Soccer Districts 2nd round.... are thursday at FOLEY ... you should DEFINATELY come and support! ... we meet Prep yet again
hmm... i must say.... the Pistons are a VERY BIG disappointment ..... but Palace Vision on saturday was a blast with Stac, Julie, P.C. , Marty, Tom, and Kevin
Don's grad. party earlier that day was a good time... his house is gorgeous.... i've always loved it !
Sunday was a rather fun day! Me, Stac, Kev, P.C. Tom, and Marty went Disc Golfing... good laughs there.... then we went to the mall for a lil bit.... and then we were off Schwartz's party ! that was a good time also.... Bush and the hotdog were classic lol !
... after that we all went to Coldstone and chilled for a lil bit *
.... yeah i've been hanging out with the ND guys and Stac a lot lately.... it's been lots of fun ! my frisbee skills are most definately improving !
Yeah... um last night i had a good phone convo. with Donald .... it was good to be talking and fixing things... this whole thing isn't worth throwing away 9 Amazing years of friendship.... so yeah
..... the poor baby is getting his wisdom teeth pulled today... so i'm going over there after practice and such with some SOUP lol
that's about it ...... Josh is over and he brought food.... so i'm out .... <3 later loves
Oh... P.S..... a little clarification .... truth be told... i like me & still love him ... i'm not ready to move on... i just wanna have a good summer ! .... me and tom are just friends.... no more rumors and assuming that i like someone.... PLEASE! :) |
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[May. 27th, 2006|12:24 pm] |
if i listened long enough to you i'd find a way to believe that it's all true....knowing that you lied staright faced... while i cried! Still i look to find a reason TO BELIEVE
Randomness.... inspired by Tracey Marie Terenzi LMAO
We're all done and graduated.... holler to '06 <3 ya'll Summer is finally here... i'm oober excited
Pistons are sweet and they better win it all again Grand Valley still on my mind.... nervous and excited I love stacey.. still miss florida and things about it... <3 Soccer is amazing AND we're amazing 'cause We Believe 12-4-2 bitches... <3 my ladies June 2nd is a much needed night! <3 girls So many graduation parties.... not enough time or gas money lol Certain things in my life are getting better.... good thing My Grad. Party is July 7th ... you're invited... so come :) I like Melissa lol ... she's my lil one Brian and Tom are actually gay... they made a baby named JACK ... last name Gough or Hoff ;) lol
and lastly and probably most random and POINTLESS..... Billy Joel says "We didn't start the fire lmao
Palace Vision tonight with the peeps <3 Stons
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| American Eagle once told me... LIVE YOUR LIFE |
[May. 23rd, 2006|04:42 pm] |
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OK no anonymous comments
i think maybe you're just afraid to hear what people think ...
... and it's really sad that you say people should have left us alone... maybe you should not have listened to them... screw the dating part.... 9 years of friendship just got thrown out for nothing 'cause i never did anything like this to you
Club night can't come soon enough! <3 Sar and the girls!
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[May. 21st, 2006|08:54 pm] |
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...hmmm.....
OK random thoughts
* I can NOT wait until Grand Valley .... i'm not saying i'm gunna love it.... but for right now i need to get away..... so i'm really craving that moving day ... plus i'm kinda excited that Melissa, Tom, and Pat are going !!! and my Brian of course
* I think it's amazing that people can be sooo insensitive.... i don't get how you could lie to someone for so long .... and i also don't get how people can pretend to be someone elses friend and pretend to care about them
* Stacey is amazing and i love her.... she's the best friend ever! i'm definately gunna miss her... two words stac ESTAN AQUI .... good times! ;) it'll be our dirty little secret! ;)
* I'm so glad the ND guys came to Foley... they're the nicest people and me and my fellow 6th hour priv. peoples feel like we've known them for longer than a year
* I love Julie and i think she deserves better than what she's getting ... she's just the most beautiful girl ever
* Nikki is so smart... i should have listened to her a long time ago..... there's a reason why she got all academic lol
* I loved my surprise party... some people are just sweet and make my day.... our lil movie trip was pretty much hilarious.... .... patrick ryan you crack me up! all lights on... cause that's how i'm sleeping! :)
* Brian Gough makes me smile! B Weezy you're amazing and you're doing NOTHING wrong ~ except raising my text message bill! but you're worth 10 cents a message! i know you love her... keep working at it!
* And then soccer.... well our teams flippin unbelievable and Marian can literally suck this! everyone played sweet.... Amber had a sweet assist to me and Kelly had a sweet goal to tie! FYI...as Rach would say.... off their team, not a corner, George is a FAGGOT ! lol :) .... prep 2nd round districts .... bring it bitches!
Tom came to visit me 'cause he's sweet... and he actually cares about me ... good surprise.... it's nice to have a TRUE friend!
<3 K bye
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| Oh Mrs. Haynes |
[May. 5th, 2006|12:16 pm] |
Since Chris keeps crying i figured i'd updated.... happy Creeeese?!? lol
Leave your name and: 1. I'll respond with something random about you 2. I'll challenge you to try something 3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I'll tell you something I like about you 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours |
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[Feb. 27th, 2006|03:06 pm] |
...hmmm.....
* So Snowball .... well i love the friends ... but the night weird for a lot of people... so no more comments there *
> This weekend was so rushed and full.... school and work on friday, snowball saturday, work and soccer yesterday!
... our soccer game was at 10 and i didn't get home and stuff till like 10:30ish and then i showered and stuff and went to be waaay late! ... so i def. did not go to school today.... which is gunna kick my ass 'cause i hate being behind in school....
... but yeah... i hafta do my research paper tonight and im not excited .. that's about it /
ONE Love Bella... you're magnificent ... thanks yet again
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|08:20 pm] |
... hmmm...
* Well alrighty it's been a roller coaster of a break *
- Thursday i went up to Grand Valley ! Spent the day with Don which was sweet and ABSOLUTELY loved the campus! It's just flippin amazing... that's al i need to say there! Sucky weather, good food, great company, amazing campus ... all in all ... not too shabby
Friday - I had a wonderful night with Don ... it was just a big surprise from the beginning... getting all dressed up and going out was just sweet and very different ~ He never ceases to amaze me ~ Love him so
Saturday ~ I visited Adrian ~ I def. did not like... just a negative all together... but spending the day with Erynn and Schwartz was fun! We just joked around and made the day better then the campus lol ~ Sum of the day = Vending Machine says FILL ME !!! lmao ~ I worked saturday night and went to B Dub's with Sarah, Chris and Don .... Friends Fun and Food :)
Sunday ~ Went to Chris' aunt's at night with Chris, Sarah, Meghan, Jeff, Nikki, Stac, Nick, Lass, Kloss and Don ... gotta <3 the friends
Today/night Talked to Donald allll day today... it was too much in fact lol...kidding i love you boy you know it was sweet <3
I've totally given up on everything.... i've offically lost all hope and all the power to care
I've lost so many amazing things and people in my life...and i just don't have the drive anymore !
I'm sorry to all.... but this is me giving up.... if you're better off without me ... then so be it....
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